Truth

Sometimes, how i wish i that i can lift my head high up above the sky and say that i speak no lies. How i wish that i could forever stay truthful to all of you. I know that once i broke that barrier, the barrier that divides the personality clearly between honesty and truthful, i would have no qualm at all yelling my heart out; saying what i like, ranting what i hate and blogging all i want. I limit my speech, actions, and thoughts, planting them deep inside my heart, for fear of repercussion. My fear is that when you all know me, you won't come close to me anymore. But then, what is friendship when all you know about me is what i choose to show and not all?

The people i could strongly believe, those that i am able to truthfully and freely express every single thoughts of mine down to the last drop without a pinch of worries, are my dear friends back'ed in Brunei.

May, Hong, Shim, Kong, Chet, Peanut, Chet, Shayn, Tiff, Siew Ling, Clarence, Grayson etc etc.

I may, or may not, subconsciously included some of my Malaysian friends mentally.

Don't worry, you all will know the real me someday.